i thought we were grown up now

and you wonder why i hate you.
you question why i have nothing to say
when it just the two if us.
yet you've never once reflected and your detrimental choices.

ive hated you, since i've learned the meaning of the word.
since i discovered that what you've done can be hated.
ive hated you for fucking me up. for making me just like you.

you only make me want to hate you
as much as you hate him.
ill grow up to resent you
everything about you.

for not seeing the light of day
for not realizing that i could have been shit
for not changing
for not realizing that
i hate you for making me like you and
for not changing
for never growing up.